Monday, September 17, 2007

Monday Blues...

Sorry guys... This is gonna be a depressing post... because thats what i am feeling right now.. and if i wont vent it out here.. then where else right??

I was talking to a friend yesterday.. who was really a good friend till very recently.. when things really went downhill and unfortunately there is no looking back now... she said something to me which got me thinking...
" Rahul, your priorities have changed" ..

yes dear... maybe they have... maybe you have realized it too late .. bcoz when i gave you all the priority in this world... you were too busy making a mockery outta it... you had gotten used to it..

but in the end .. thats whats gonna happen rite... you go your way and i go mine... because there nothing else other than that to it... i will hate myself forever.. for the fact that i was so blind.. for the fact that i didnt see it coming whe the whole world saw it... or maybe i did... but i was too busy being a loyal friend...

and whats worse is... you still have the audacity to tell me that my priorities have changed.. oh now you wanna be a priority.. do you?? sorry girl... you cant have your cake and eat it too...

you keep smsing me... and call me... that why dont we meet up now...
i ask you lady... what about the times when i wanted to meet up .. when i wanted you to be there for me... why do you expect that i will be there for you now... FACE IT... i am not on a charity trip here...

and the worst part is .... i am still supposed to be a friend.

10 comments:

mishti said...

it's ok buddy, life is beautiful... u just have to have faith in yourself and keep a pure heart...while keeping no boundaries for someone else.

Hope you r doing fine..
God bless you.

Rahul... in City of Dreamz said...

@mishti - yeah! thats the mantra i guess.. to keep the faith..

gotta be optimistic i guess.

Shy said...

be optimistic. keep the faith, and trust yourself. and life will be fine.

ciao
shy

Rahul... in City of Dreamz said...

@shy- yeah.. thanks. keep it the faith.. thats how its gotta be i guess :)

M said...

hey Rahul..happened to come across your blog...

take care boy! life is very very beautiful even without some people...believe in yourself and be positive :) things will surely shape up for the better :)

Rahul... in City of Dreamz said...

@M - yup! life is beautiful.. mayeb i just need to wash my eyes to see it like you do... :) ...

dont worry.. things should be back on track.. infact i will make sure they do!

Mirage said...

"and the worst part is .... i am still supposed to be a friend"

This is the worst position to be in. 'Just be a friend'...aargh

Life sure sucks sometimes...

Rahul... in City of Dreamz said...

@ Mirage: Yeah... sometimes it does suck... but sometimes it rocks too! right??

i choose to be in the rocking part of life.. how abt u??

Scarlett said...

dats the way man.. hit right back.. n keep rocking.. loving ur blog

Rahul... in City of Dreamz said...

@Scarlett: Thanks a lot, but i have miles to go before i reach your hugh standards :)